May call me skye, skye vone. I wanna stay anonymous. I'm seventeen, a girl. That's enough to know, for you. So, there ya go guys... hey, you maybe think you are going to follow me here on tumblr and i follow you back. Yes I would do, but also might stalk you.. but in the tumblr-creepy-way. I wish the life has also a eraser for the bad actions/memories.. like almost every pencil got a eraser with it. They told me you would me make crazy.. and they were right.. loving you is killing me till forever. I'm not perfect, like the other's girls. I just want to be myself, and act like myself. Stop with the hate, nobody's perfect. I'm just ordinary, not something special of something like that. Not a beauty queen. I'm just me. Sometimes I wish I could be the girl who is pretty, loved, always getting love, the perfect boyfriend etc... But im not. "Love is Louder, than the Pressure to be Perfect"; - Demi Lovato. People won't stop dislike you, no matter what you tried and you do. Just be yourself and love who you are. Everyone is actually talented in their own way, but i'm may difficult. I'm crazy ,loud ,sweet, loveable , awesome, someone who gives very much compliments, but never gets an even one. I don't try even be someone else. The world is full of fake people, the life gives us all lessons,we'll learn all of them, or just keep repeating the same mistakes all over again.... To know who the fake people are, who are just like shadows.. or the true people, who are the one who count for me. I'm just an ordinary girl, who still doesn't know who i am. The most people i knew were all of them, false or two-faced. "If you love me, say it. If you trust me, do it. If you want me, show it. If you need me, prove it."- I'd rather to be THE real one, as than the fake-ass bitch who always lies. Once a liar, always a liar. Remember that fact, luv. i'm like a closen book - i dont tell something about me pretty much. an open book does, - is someone who tells PRETTY much things and is mostly (well for me) not interesting. keep you friends close, but your enemies closer. I love they way when people try to make you feel happy.. but sometimes it doesnt works out and you dont wanna dissapoint them, or make them feel bad.... welcome to my life. I feel not good about myself, but i cant show it or even dare it to tell. Its hard to hide something for that people died.. Life's sometimes hard, but remember, for a reason you're here and someone out there loves you so much but they just cant admit it, now.... I get hate for being myself, or even when i say my mind out. Thats why i have to be careful with my words, when i would say bad things. I dont judge people. I only judge when i know you, but i dislike judging so i am more honest. But people hate honest people - so they automatically hate me too. Doesn't suprise me, to be honest. Sometimes you gotta stand up to the people you LOVE.. but dont hate them for doing that. But Music keeps me somehow alive, through the pain or bad times.. Without music i'd be dead. I have some issues that aren't normal.. I just dislike being myself. I wish i could like myself.. but i just dislike the person i am, dont like the way i look, i hate myself. I wish i was more like the others. Maybe i'm a caring person. Maybe i'm an over thinker... I give advices, and love doing it. I often wish something, but some things never come true. I love songwriting, there i can express my feelings, my thoughts... I'm more here to express my feelings as well my mind out. I'm very secretive. I actually never share anything from my private life, until i'm fucking tired of it, like sometimes i am. Don't be judgemental, you'll never know the story and the way the got hurted or they feel. Just be careful with your words,actions.. may hang in here. More a personal side of me. trust me. TRUST LOVE WISDOM / stay the true :) PS: the sidebar picture is NOT me. and tell me, why dont we just pretend?
I have depression, I am suicidal. Nobody knows it, nobody. I’m sick of pretending being happy, even when I’m not. I wish I was dead.
Thursday Nov 21 @ 08:32pm